here we are, observing your 3oth birthday without you. are you watching son? do you see us eating your birthday dinner? do you feel us missing you? loving you?
can you hear the sound of your mama's heart breaking, again?
when does it get easier jordin? when does the hurting stop? i miss you so very very much and days like this, when we should be able to hug you and wish you happiness only reminds us of our loss.
i simply don't have any more words right now except i love you. i love you and i miss you and i'd give anything to see you smile today.
save your mama a seat, son. i'll be there in just a little while!
from friends who haven't forgotten:
Dear Jayedee,
I am thinking of you today and of your precious child, Jordin. My son's birthday recently passed also. I know how very difficult it is. I really, really tried to think of happy memories of my Daniel, which I was able to do, but bittersweet memories they are and they still bring tears. I hope that you are able to spend the day the way that you want to and that it is as gentle on you as possible. I am sending you sisterly love and hugs!
Suzanne Mama of Daniel...
A beautiful human being 8/23/84 - 1/3/08
Jayedee,
Today, as you remember your sweet Jordin on his birthday, know I am here in Pa. holding you so very close to my heart. May only happy memories find you today.
My wish for you is that you will have a day filled with many memories of happier times with your precious Jordin.
Take care and peaceful thoughts. Shirley Ma to Katie and Adam ( a survivor also) 5/15/75 - 9/10/03
Dear Jayedee & family,
We know you are on no POS mail but we are sending POSitive thoughts and holding you in our hearts on the Birth Date of Jordin. May the happier memories help to ease the pain and may the day pass as peaceful as it can. A candle is lit here in England for Jordin and all the POS children. Take care.
(((((((((((((((Jayedee & family ---- Jordin's Mom & family)))))))))))))))
With love and in friendship,
Bob (Moderator) and Lynda of Watford, England
Parents of Darren, 15th December 1978-31st August 1998
Died by hanging whilst he was on holiday in France
May our children's spirits continue to fly, on....on, into the great blue yonder
"Loved today, yesterday and forever more"
"Forever In Our Hearts"
Jayedee Please try remember that tomarrow was a special birthday. 1979 was the year you gave birth to a wonderful special baby boy You loved him with all your heart and you will always love him and even though JORDIN can not be with you physically JORDIN is still with you emotionally and spiritually. Try to remember the day of his birth and his 1st Birthday and all the ones you did have with him. Remember HE still loves YOU too. Please be gentle to yourself today, tomorrow and always
Debra ~ mother of Shawn Preston Rego who died at age 15 by passive hanging two months before his 16 B-day May 29, 1990 - March 22, 2006 Forever 15
((((((Jayedee))))))
I'm still here, holding you close in my heart on your precious Jordin's Birth Date today. I hope that you have a peaceful day full of beautiful memories of cherished birthdays, together with your sweet son and may you be able to celebrate the wonderful 25 years of life that your dear Jordin was with you. Take care Jaydee, today and always.
Love and Friendship, Debbie, Mom of Alicia Ann, Manitoba, Canada ^i^ALICIA ANN LAWLESS~September 25, 1984 - September 29, 2002~ 18 Years 4 Days Forever Young^i^
thank you, joe, for this song. i never knew you even listened to madonna!
Keep, keep it together Keep people together forever and ever
I got brothers, I got some sisters too Stuck in the middle tell you what I'm gonna do Gonna get out of here, I'm gonna leave this place So I can forget every single hungry face I'm tired of sharing all the hand me downs To get attention I must always be the clown I wanna be different, I wanna be on my own But Daddy said listen, you will always have a home
Chorus:
Keep it together in the family They're a reminder of your history Brothers and sisters they hold the key To your heart and your soul Don't forget that your family is gold
I hit the big time but I still get the blues Everyone's a stranger, city life can get to you People can be so cold, never want to turn your back Just givin' to get something Always wanting something back When I get lonely and I need to be Loved for who I am, not what they want to see Brothers and sisters, they've always been there for me We have a connection, home is where the heart should be
(chorus)
Intermediate:
When I look back on all the misery And all the heartache that they brought to me I wouldn't change it for another chance 'Cause blood is thicker than any other circumstance
When I get lonely and I need to be Loved for who I am, not what they want to see Brothers and sisters, they've always been there for me We have a connection, home is where the heart should be
(intermediate) (chorus)
Keep, keep it together Keep people together forever and ever (repeat and fade)
i was just thinking, this morning, how i would put a drop of blue food coloring in your sippy cup and a drop of red in brianna's so i could tell the difference from across the room. isn't it funny where your mind takes you sometimes?
